Welcome on GalopaWXY's journal !
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I'm in Koreaaaaaaaa \o/
OMG ! INTERNET !!!
*crawls to the computer*

It just feel too good. I haven't had access to a decent connection in like, two months and a good half ; I'm barely even alive. I've turned into a SIM (litterally) (The Sims 3 is coming out soon !!).

Have a drawing.



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Un ptit coucou aux *francophones qui passent par là ^^

Welcome on GalopaWXY's journal !
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I really don't know what the hell I'm supposed to do. I also didn't mean to start a new journal with such a harsh statement, I only wanted to update the damn thing. But my life is crushing me for a change and I can't write a journal without letting it out.

Why can't I just fell happy ? I mean, it's not that bad. There is worst out there, far worst. For instance, I haven't tried to kill myself up until now when half of my friends have, and I don't smoke or do drugs - when half of my friends do. I'm not broke, I have loving parents and sisters, a home, five loving rats, I even have a job. That I want to quit. Cuz dammit, a florist isn't what I am ! It's not me. And every one says it to me, too, from dearest friend to distant employer... "what do you ever think you're doing here ? You're not the average shop holder, nor the average secretary from glass buildings. You have the artist's mind, conception, way of being." Well, thanks for letting me know... What am I supposed to do with my fantastic artist mind ? An artist who's just good enough to get up at 3 p.m. and crawl in front of the pc and stay there until morning, whew !

Anyway. All this to say, I'm at a lost where to direct my life and I'm actually lost altogether.


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Un ptit coucou aux *francophones qui passent par là ^^

Welcome on GalopaWXY's journal !
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Got tagged by that stupid test AGAIN >< by
Méssante

1. Post these rules:
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random facts about themselves.
3. Tags should write a journal/blog of these facts.
4. At the end of the post 8 more people should be tagged and named.
5. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them they're tagged.


1. I eat bewteen two thirds and a half chocolate tablet per day (else I feel a lack).
2. I never truly hated.
3. I collect used metro (subway/underground) tickets. I have LOADS of them. From everywhere.
4. I love snails and froggs with lots of garlic (what'd you think I'm French for ?)
5. I'm the most generally careless person you'll ever meet.
6. I have art swings. Very short art swings.
7. The Sun often rises to find me in front of my computer. Then I see it and run to bed.
8. I get at least two emails per day telling me how hot I am and how I would love to me him ; and one email per day explaining me that some rich company director is giving away his money and I get a million if I give him my bank account information.


And get lost. I'm not tagging anyone.


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Un ptit coucou aux *francophones qui passent par là ^^

Welcome on GalopaWXY's journal !
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So I haven't lost it. I still have it ! That sentiment, that feeling that grows inside you when you watch your fingers modeling a figure on your paper... that tender look you give to a newborn drawing, that diffuse emotion that makes you WANT to keep drawing so to reach that all-made image that you have inside your head when you start. That instinctive gesture of the hand that wants to lay on the creature inside the paper and caress it.
It's still there.. It's very far, very numb, but it's there somewhere inside of me. I thought that damned school totally whiped it out, but it survived and it's slowly making its way back to light. I can hardly feel, but that, I feel it.


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Un ptit coucou aux *francophones qui passent par là ^^

Welcome on GalopaWXY's journal !
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I own

|[- Photography -]|[- Comission -]|[- Clubs -]|[- Scraps -]|
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On hiatus.

Inactivity.

... understand : artistic block / unmotivation




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Un ptit coucou aux *francophones qui passent par là ^^